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Life is a ‘moving’

22.57, 3rd almost 4th day in 2012.

Earlier today i just read a novel, titled manusia stengah salmon, by raditya dika.

In the last chapter, i found something interesting. Life is about movement. Derived from salmon that have to travel across the ocean only for hatching, moreover, they also do some movement. Moving.

And i put some thought. Everybody is moving. Your vicinity also moving. Even you’re blood have to move in order to supply the oxygen.

I already saw many moving things, and maybe that’s life meant. For instance, me, moving from tyke to adult. From playground to elementary to middle high to hight school to univ and so on. Another instance, my mother ‘moving’ to be single parent, also ‘moving’ to be mualaf. My brothers, already moving to univ. My friends, some of them already married, even pregnant. They are moving. And moving fast.

Somehow it will make me uncomfortable later on. Me still single and my friends already have a kids. Can you imagine how we hang out? I held a cup of tea, they held their cute little tykes.

I still think why we have to moving? Why we have to married? Why we have to obey the eastern culture? But tonight i got some enlightenment.

Reversed the question. Why don’t you want to moving? Why don’t you want to be like a salmon?

And i realize that all i need is bravery. Brave to doing some movement. Along with the hard process, i will find tiny little happiness to accompany me, and make sure i still want to ‘moving’.

Cheers !

Happy new year 2012. :D

11.02.14 23.59

Damn, I still used your room fragrance in my room. Moreover, I have to wake up tomorrow, and there won’t be any presence of your perfume mix with it.